every minute in an hour
every hour in my day
i wonder if thats really
what you mean to say
i wonder if you find it better
or if you regret it all
i wonder what you thought
when i cried inside the bathroom stall
i wonder if you ever cared
or if you lied all along.
i wonder if you think your right
or completely wrong
i wonder if you ever stop and think
of all the pain you put me through
i wonder if you'll ever realize
no one will love you like i loved you
i wonder if you ever thought
it was a mistake to leave me all alone
with my heart in an ache
i wonder if you ever wonder
what i think or feel
i wonder if ill ever get
the time i need to heal
i wonder if one day we'll
get back to bieng best friends ever
or stay strangers forever
somtimes i wish we could go back
to when it was you+me
only one things for sure
and this quote should fit
"you never know what you have untill you lose it"
Hazly
I love you so very much,
Even thou at times I do things that hurt,
I try so hard to hope that you always see,
How much you being in my life means to me,
I am sorry yet again for causing you pain,
that is the last thing I ever wanted to do,
Even when I am trying to look out for you and do the right thing
I mess up, I am sorry for that too.
I hope that you still know how much I love and cherish you,
Like nothing else in my life gives me the trill of being loved by you.
So I hope that you listen and see it in my eyes,
this sincere apology that comes with tears from deep inside.
I wanted to
kiss the
bundles of stars
in your face
I wanted to
smooth the
rough edges of your
skin
weaved with mine
so full of
hidden pain
and
boyish innocence
I wanted to
melt into your
warm white walls
I didn't want to leave you
the heavens watched us
while we slept
in those cold
Ramadhan nights
angels
full of
envy
above us
I suppose they
wanted you
to become
a fleeting blotch
of red
in my heart
I suppose
the whispers of
fate
decided to
change us
I didn't want to leave you
I always tasted the
sweetness
of your skin
as if for the last time
with gentle fingers
and sleepy eyes
we fell in love
I always tangled the
stars in your hair
I always kissed
the scars on your hands
as if I knew
we were going to
die
the angels have
you
now
the girl I loved
and I have
sorrow
and
one million pictures of you
lodged in my chest
I want you to know
one thing.
You know how this is:
if I look
at the crystal moon, at the red branch
of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch
near the fire
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists,
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats
that sail
toward those isles of yours that wait for me.
Well, now,
if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.
If suddenly
you forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.
If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
remember
that on that day,
at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots will set off
to seek another land.
But
if each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
if each day a flower
climbs up to your lips to seek me,
ah my love, ah my own,
in me all that fire is repeated,
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
my love feeds on your love, beloved,
and as long as you live it will be in your arms
without leaving mine.
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